Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

OMG! 7 years oredi?!!?

haha.. tt's how long i am with the company..
huhuhu~~
yay.. happy 7th anniversary!
i think none of my frens can beat my 7years record ya..

sigh... a little too comfortable here..
okok.. i'm not the ambitious type..
wat to complain la.. despite the longer hours, it's juz 5mins drive from home :D
hohohoho... no tolls, no jams.. :D
the bad.. late comers, no nice parking space lorrr...

okla.. each company ada goods and bads..
i'm juz comfortable here.. lazily comfortable..

i'm goin to celebrate it wif a cup of nescafe.. slurrp!!! hu hu~~ :D



~the dreamer
(*jolly*)

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

One Fine Afternoon

one fine afternoon.. as i walked out...

i looked up into the sky.. wat a blue sky.. then i looked down..


rocky said "hi jie~"
i asked "wat's wif tt face?"


rocky asked "can u play wif me pls~"
but i said NO..


"please~~~~~"
i still said NO and i walked away..


i went to see the flowers


oohhh... i found a bee...


ahh.. this is how the bee looks like up close..
does it look like its back is "smiling" at u? :)
so i called out to rocky to come over..


rocky said "i'm not interested in the bee"
*yawn~~*


i turned to my left.. a lamp post..


i looked up at the neighbour's bamboo tree..
then i looked down again..


ooohh... wat's tt?!
it's a green insect...


up close.. groosss...
it has shiny back.. mmmm.. hairy, shiny back..


gahh~~ i cant look anymore!
his eyes.. shiny.. green... green & shiny..
oh no.. it's as if the eyes are warning me to go away..
so i shouted rocky for protection


rocky said "cut tt drama.. go back in & watch ur movie.. i'm pedicuring"
gahhh... fine.. IN i went..
but yaiks! a mozzie followed me..
*PPIIAAAKKKKKKK*


wahahahahaha
i killed the mozzie! i killed the mozzie!


yeeewww!! thank goodness i killed it.. it's the killer denggi mozzie..
ok..
the end
thank u for reading..
:D huhuhuhuhu...


~the dreamer
(*itchy*)

Sunday, August 01, 2010

陀飛輪 - 陳奕迅

陀飛輪 - 陳奕迅


過去十八歲 沒戴錶 不過有時間
夠我 沒有後顧 野性貪玩

霎眼廿七歲 時日無多 方不敢偷惰
宏願縱未了 奮鬥總不太晚

然後突然今秋
望望身邊 應該有 已盡有
我的美酒 跑車 相機 金錶 也 講究
直到世間 個個也妒忌 仍不怎麼富有
用我尚有 換我沒有 其實已 用盡所擁有

曾付出 幾多心跳
來換取 一堆堆 的發票
人值得 命中減少幾秒 多買一隻錶
秒速 捉得緊了
而皮膚竟偷偷鬆了
為何用到盡了 至知哪樣緊要

勞力是 無止境
活著多好 不需要 靠物證
也不以高薪 高職 高級品 搏尊敬 
就算搏到 伯爵那地位 和蕭邦的雋永
賣了任性 日拼夜拼 忘掉了為甚麼高興

曾付出 幾多心跳
來換取 一堆堆 的發票
人值得 命中減少幾秒 多買一隻錶
秒速 捉得緊了
而皮膚竟偷偷鬆了
為何用到盡了 至知哪樣緊要

記住那 關於光陰的教訓
回頭走 天已暗
你獻出了十吋 時和分
可有換到十吋金

還剩低 幾多心跳
人面脹 水晶錶面對照
連自己 亦都分析不了 得到多與少
也許 真的瘋了
那個倒影 多麼可笑
靈魂若變賣了 上鏈也沒心跳

銀或金 都不緊要
誰造機芯 一樣了
計劃了 照做了 得到了 時間卻太少 no~

還剩低 幾多心跳
還在數 趕不及了
昂貴是這刻 我覺悟了
在時計裏 看破一生 渺渺



~the dreamer
(*emo*)

Sunday, June 13, 2010

最佳损友


最佳损友 - 陈奕迅




朋友我当你一秒朋友朋友我当你一世朋友
奇怪过去再不堪回首怀缅时时其实还有
朋友你试过将我营救朋友你试过把我批斗
无法再与你交心连手不竟难得有过最佳损友
从前共你促膝把酒倾通宵都不够我有痛快过你有没有
很多东西今生只可给你保守至到永久别人如何明白透
实实在在踏入过我宇宙即使相处到有个裂口
命运决定了以后再没法聚头但说过去却那样厚
问我有没有确实也没有一直躲避的借口非甚么大仇
为何旧知己在最后变不到老友
不知你是我敌友已没法望透被推着走跟着生活流
来年陌生的是昨日最亲的某某*
生死之交当天不知罕有到你变节了至觉未够
多想一天彼此都不追究相邀再次喝酒待葡萄成熟透
但是命运入面每个邂逅一起走到了某个路口
是敌与是友各自也没有自由位置变了各有队友
repeat*
早知解散后各自有际遇作导游
奇就奇在接受了各自有路走
却没人像你让我眼泪背着流
严重似情侣讲分手
有没有确实也没有一直躲避的借口非甚么大仇
为何旧知己在最后变不到老友
不知你又有没有挂念这旧友或者自己早就想动头
来年陌生的是昨日最亲的某某
总好于那日我没有没有遇过某某


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最近常听到陈奕迅的最佳损友。越听就想得越多。

这首歌听了有点感触,觉得好有意思。

以前,常在karaoke听朋友唱得也不觉得怎么样。

也许,我老了吧?哈哈哈。。

损友嘛,你有吗?

损友,在这首歌里,是老友的意思吗?老友鬼鬼。哈哈哈。。

一起玩乐,一起互相帮助, 两肋插刀, 还义气满满嘞~

咳~

我的生活很闷,我喜欢呆在家。哈哈,是,我可是半个宅女。

除了去工作,或没约,我都喜欢在家, 玩facebook, 看astro。

所以,我朋友不多,好友更少,知心的也没有几个。

10个手指都数的完吧。

听了这首歌,让我好怀念自己在念书的时期。

真的好想念和朋友们一起玩,一起上学,一起补习,一起谈天论地,一起说未来的日子。

可惜,那些日子,都过了。

现在,各有各的生活,各有各的忙碌。

有一些,都很少联络了。

难得的事,我还有好几个老友,久不久都会聚一聚。

可是,我们都长大了。

生边的人,事情,工作,都影响我们的成长。

或许偶尔谈的话题不太感兴趣,但是,我还是会听。

我还是会珍惜。

尤其是在这两年里发生了一些事,让我看得更透。

哪个是朋友,哪个是好友,哪个是老友。

是真心还是假意只有自己最清楚。

或许我会忍受不了一些啰里啰嗦的朋友,可是如果你是真心的,我是知道的。

如果你们需要我的帮忙,我能够做到的,真的,我一定会帮。

有一次,一般朋友在开心的谈天。

就说起了一个不在场的A朋友的一些事情。

就是一些B朋友,不认同,不喜欢A朋友的一些做法。

同时,另一个朋友就劝了这一位正在不爽的B,“别说得太过分。

若他知道的话,小心连朋友都没的做!”

那位正在不爽的B就说,“哪有怎样?多一个不多,少一个也不少”。

朋友是如此的吗?

A和B可是10几年的老友。或许那只是气话。

可是当我听到B说的那一番话时,感觉有点可惜和难过。

当你做了大家都以为是错的事,不是每个朋友都可以谅解。

当你真得犯错的时候,不是每个朋友都可以接受。

当你重复的犯错而连累了朋友的同时,就更别想朋友能够原谅。

不管之前是不是一起长大的,不管之前关系有多好,不管之前为朋友付出了许多。

一旦错了,就是散了。

Hmm。。这是人之常情嘛。

想当初大家可是最好的朋友,如今,可能都已经变成了陌生人。

就像在歌词里说的,“来年陌生的是昨日最亲的某某”

我们都活在个现实世界里。

能够真心对你的,是真得真得很少。

有时候你用心对待朋友,也未必会收到同样的对待。

不是说要期待回报,最少,要懂得珍惜。

如果,你有机会遇到了真心的好友。

要好好珍惜。

人生真得很短暂。

不是每一个人都能够谅解,接受和原谅。

你能够谅解,接受和原谅吗?

我还在学习。

学习如何放得开,如何谅解,如何接受,如何原谅。

放得开一些朋友对我一般的看法。

谅解一些朋友的苦衷。

接受一些朋友的缺点。

原谅一些朋友对我的过错。

还有,我需要学习如何欣赏一些朋友的特性(格)。=P

我不是超人,但,我希望,我能够做到。

我要珍惜,我会珍惜。

“有没有确实也没有一直躲避的借口非甚么大仇
为何旧知己在最后变不到老友
不知你又有没有挂念这旧友或者自己早就想动头
来年陌生的是昨日最亲的某某
总好于那日我没有没有遇过某某”


您有多久没有想起您的损友呢?

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Rocky 1st Check Up After Surgery

sigh.. rocky was on anesthetic coz he wouldn't let the docs take out his stitches.. this is how he look like when he got home.. it was less than 2hrs after the jab.. stubborn dog.. he tried so hard to get up..


look at his eyes.. blur, lost focus.. juz dunwan to sleep.. he cant walk.. but keep struggle to get up..


he cant move his legs yet coz the anesthetic's not over.. kesian coz he keep moving his body and struggle to stand up..


finally taking his nap after the 4th hour of anesthetic.. he was able to stand up at bout the 3rd hour.. he was clearly tired but just do not want to rest.. pity him..


~the dreamer
(*yawn*)


Sunday, April 04, 2010

Rocky vs Mousey

we caught a mouse using the mouse trap.. mom took it outside and rocky was so excited! i think he missed the times catching mouse when he was at the backyard.. hahaha..


rocky and mousey
he is so agitated.. i think if the mouse is not in the cage.. the mouse would have ended up being a victim.. kekekeke... rocky just cant stop chasing the cage around like playing football.. hahaha..


i think mousey is squeaking for help..


~the dreamer
(*yawn*)

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

My Dear Rocky

my darling rocky.. this picture was taken right after he came home after spending the past 3 days in clinic.. had his horizontal ear canal removed.. shaved his partial hair.. hahaha.. i missed him the whole 3 days when he's not around.. miss him whining when i leave for work.. miss him wagging his tail when i come home.. but he PEED on me when he sees me -_- wat a way to greet me eh? haha..


camera shy.. hahaha..


he hates the flash.. hahahaha..
look.. shaved area.. and his "new ear".. i have to clean it daily :(
wanna see the stitches? click on the picture then.. hehehe...


~the dreamer
(*jolly*)

Monday, December 28, 2009

Ego


how many of us apologize because of the mistakes WE make?
how many of us apologize because of the mistakes made by OTHERS?
how many of us REALLY has the courage to apologize?

i asked myself the above questions after i came across the following from an email this morning.. i guess most of us will sometimes face this kind of situation once in awhile? but i find it rather meaningful..

Apologizing does not mean you are wrong and the other one is right,
it simply means that you value the relationship much more than your ego


well... i'll always agree to the motto "make PEACE, not war"
and oso the other version: "make LOVE, not war"


~the dreamer
(*ego*)

Friday, December 11, 2009

White Roses for My Funeral too

hahaha... okok.. i'm not dying or anything... yet... my mom's boss' father passed away, so her colleagues requested her to make 2 flower arrangements on their behalf.. mom was scratching head when she got home after lunch, bombed me to questions like "how is the flower arrangement like for a funeral a? wat flowers shud i use? can i use roses? wat color? pink can a? aiya, first time doing it for a funeral, not sure how la.." etc.. hehehe.. i suggested white roses.. she went to bought some flowers home..

when i saw those white roses.. aiyorrr.... really really nice... i tell myself, i want white roses for my funeral too.. they are so pretty.... oh.. white carnations are nice too.. and white lily are beautiful..




white rose with white carnation bud.. so pretty..


white carnation


white rose & white lily


the completion no.1
hehe.. mom had to do the top twice.. coz i was trying to move it so i can take a better picture.. but i ended up making the top arrangement fell on the floor! :P hehehe.. thank goodness mom did not scold me.. this pic taken after the 2nd arrangement which i dare not touch it anymore.. hehehe...


the completion no. 2
i like this best.. coz i like the flowers.. all white.. looks a bit messy from the pic but in actual it's actually quite nice.. sadly, i'm not as talented as mom.. did not inherit her artistic talents..

see, i told u, white roses are pretty.. rite? hahahaha... hhhmm... are there white tulips? i bet white tulips would be pretty too.. :D


~the dreamer
(*rosy*)

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

心好酸


~the dreamer

(*gray*)

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Alor Setar - Visit Grandma

grandma was admitted to hospital for few days oredi.. due to ermm.. artery blockage? it was explained to me tt the blood was thick and it did not flow smooth thru the heart.. so, she was on drip for the first few days.. then went for a scan.. her blood pressure was high, cholesterol oso high.. and doc said she's too old, not suitable to do any bypass.. but doc said she can discharged :) so, we accompany her back to auntie's home.. she's very cute.. very very cute.. hahaha.. too bad she dunwan to follow us back..


alor setar airport... the last time i was here was almost 4 years ago when uncle passed away.. new building now! a lot of memories gushing thru my mind when i step down from the plane and all the way to my auntie's home.. i miss my dad, my aunt and uncle... miss their presence..


my grandma.. she shy when i tried to take her pic..


her x-ray... looks fine i guess?


anak-beranak.. grandma juz dun like to take pic.. hahaha..


~the dreamer
(*nostalgic*)

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Guasa My Neck

i was coughing coughing and coughing.. and out of tension i tried guasa on my neck.. gahh~~ so red! all the way to my chest.. hehehe.. and since guasa caused bruises.. no choice have to hide it bhind scarf.. took my mom's and wrap around my neck.. everyone's asking "u very cold a?".. kekeke.. and another colleague from China asked "malaysia has hot weather u know? y are u so cold?".. so scarf in malaysia is like a no-no? hahaha..


this taken on day3 after guasa.. still so red..


being a bit light on the feminine side, i juz simply tie the scarf..
hahaha.. looks so ugly..



~the dreamer
(*ugly*)

Thursday, September 17, 2009

F**king Cough!

my colorful pills..
this is the 4th time in 3months consulting doctor for my f**king cough! the last doc said it could be due to allergy.. asked where i coughed more.. hhmm.. in the office! hehehe.. i'm allergy to "office".. kekeke.. can i skip work? sigh... no lor... i hate cough!!!! anyone has any remedies tt can cure cough??


~the dreamer
(*pissed*)

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

How True...

i am very stressed out.. therefore, i'm sick.. sux...


~the dreamer
(*sux*)

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Heart Broken

it had been the hardest week for me since dad's gone..
going to lose my mind soon... i juz want it to have a conclusion soon..
no idea how long more i can take it..........
juz when i tot things are getting smooth... it ended up being a disaster..
i'm hoping for miracle to happen despite all the objections..
i dunno wat else i can do... i dunno how will it be in the coming days..
i wish it can be over soon.. i really hoping for miracle..
god to u i pray, i pray there's a miracle soon.. there's a solution soon..
please grant a miracle to solve it for the last time..
i hope... it's the last time... i really hope... really hope so desperately..
very desperately......
pa.. pls help me too... for the last time.. as i promised..


《回到過去》
词:刘耕宏 曲:周杰伦 编曲:林迈可

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯 / 时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸 / 不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生 / 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 / 失去平衡 / 慢慢下沉

黑暗已在空中盘旋 / 该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端 / 无法存活在真实的空间

Chorus
想回到过去 / 试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界 / 想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜
想回到过去 / 试著让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意 / 这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知 / 还来不来得及

想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡著回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁

Repeat Chorus
沉默支撑跃过陌生 / 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 / 失去平衡 / 慢慢下沉
想回到过去


~the dreamer
(*losing*)

Monday, June 29, 2009

Feeling Suckie

feeling blue.. suckie feeling..
too much of MJ news would be part of the cause..
hhmm.... y am i feeling so blue today....
hormones? could be ya.. sux sux sux...
feel like taking leave..
shud i take leave?
shud i take it next monday or friday?
bleahh... still feeling suckie....
will be goin in a meeting later..
hope the time past quickly so i can go home...
!@##$%$%%*^&*$%^%@$##@!@#~!@#@#%#^%&%^&$%#@
AAARGGHHHHH~~~~~ CRAP!!!!


~the dreamer
(*crappy*)

Monday, June 22, 2009

I'm A Unicorn!


i sudah boring sampai nothing to do.. was on FB playing some personality tests.. hahahahaha... tomoro's another day... sigh....



What kind of fantasy creature are you?

While normally associated as a very feminine creature, unicorns are anything but. With their giant horns, unicorns are very battle-ready and can be fierce if they or loved ones are threatened. Unicorns, however, are the least violent of all fantasy creatures. They are very calm, and would prefer to fight a battle with words of wisdom then fighting. They have fast reflexes and love to run. They are generally solitary creatures, but often have a few good friends. Unicorns are very wise and powerful. Some unicorns often grow wings, in which case they are often called pegasuses. Male unicorns can be very fierce, and are normally the color of black coal. They use their horns as swords to spear and impale people, while it also has some healing properties. A few lucky humans have managed to bridle unicorns, in which case they have forced it to do his bidding. But woe to those who dare let their harnasses slip.


~the dreamer
(*boring*)

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Lizard's Tail

i was so sorry... all i wanted was to turn on the air-cond.. and suddenly something came dropping on the floor.. wriggling hardly... i was stopped walking towards it as i was shocking, trying to figure out wat was it from a distance.. and realized.. it's a lizard's tail..

i muz have accidentally cut its tail wif the air-cond shutter or something... bleahhh... i tried to get an upclose.. hehe... it is indeed... very disgusting.. i wonder if tt lizard's still alive.. i can see its bone from the tail.. i muz've accidentally cut it way too up... its bleeding a little too..

click on the pic if u wanna see CLOSER view.. dun say i nv warn u..


~the dreamer
(*bleahhh*)

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Ants Invader

just 1 nite and the ants chewed on my shoe! kns betul! look at it...

mom sprayed the insecticide but on the 2nd day still got ants..


caught in the act


rupa-rupanya, those ants oredi comfortly building its home IN my shoe..
goin in out from the small hole! arrgghhhh!


~the dreamer
(*gloomy*)