Rojak Entry

juz went over a fren's blog.. saw her bday pics.. glad tt she's happy over tt side of the world.. i'm always envy how come my frens get to go overseas but i dun.. hhmm.. =/ well, tough luck.. at the same time, feeling bad.. i promised her a bday present last year.. bought it but did not manage to send it.. and this year, i dare not mention but i promised myself i muz make it up for her.. sigh.. i really have a bad habit.. this year i'm definitely late.. but i hope she still like the gifts...

i'm obviously not tryin hard enuff to putting off this heavy weight.. sux.. i juz luv to eat so much... hahaha.. each time he looks for me.. sure i'll ask him to bring me out for food!! gosh... really really have to put in more effort.. =P

had a busy week at work.. but still did not manage to finish wat i've planned to finish this week.. i'm so not organize.. well, i dunno how to be organize.. hahaha... work is a bore.. each day it's so hard to drag myself to work... and when work, juz cant wait the time for home..

now tt i'm home.. i feel so sleepy... i think i'll surf a bit and get my sleep.. hahaha... nitieniteee..

~ the dreamer

Pictures

i'm so free tonite.. he's outstation.. mom's pampering her flowers and plants... i've got nothing much to do.. went to yk's website to download some pics.. pics from 2 occasions, 1 is a fren's promotion bbq and another is frens' joint bday karaoke... looking at those pics.. i kinda miss them.. i mean having fun together.. =)

i used to hate taking pics but now i find it... it's a very nice and memorable way of keep everyone together... sometimes when i'm sad.. i'll juz go thru my pics drive... looking at those pics.. those memories come flashing back to me 1 by 1... though we may have lost contacts, though we may not always see each other.. those pics.. are really precious to me..

i'm a reserved type of person.. i'm nv the initiator.. but i'm tryin hard now to be more open and cheerful.. i'm always feeling lonely and left out.. but i'm really glad tt though i seldom contact my frens, they still remember me.. sometimes of coz they wanted a favor from me.. but i'm glad tt they remember me when they nid tt particular favor.. especially m, i nv tot tt she would contact me and give me the honour to help her out in her wedding.. and to all my girl frens.. they are all ears to me when i nid them to listen.. i really appreciate it.. though i may not say it out.. but i do really glad to have them as frens..

frens are so important.. no matter for joy or for sadness...


~ the dreamer

Why me la...

no idea y but it has to be me.. i am definitely not important in T, how come i have to do most of the stuffs? HS, find me.. IT, find me.. appt, find me.. eng dept, find me.. pur dept, find me.. see doc, find me.. telephone line out, find me.. throw rubbish, find me.. make tea, find me.. trainings, find me.. S-meeting oso find me!! how come i'm involve in everything?? $$ like peanut but work have to BSBH (hokkien-bao sua bao hai).. this is not the right way.. this is not how to save cost! i'm oni 1 person.. how come it has to be me? even prod stuffs they oso find me.. wtf! though everything is minor minor but when u add it all up is a major!! how can i cope?? when i dun get things done on time, the blame is on me.. how come they nv think it's their problem as well?? all so F! how come i dun get to have a more focus job? i'm beginning to feel like a rubbish dump.. dumping all to me... 8 more months.. and tt's it... 8 more months, F!

~the dreamer

Wedding - Project M

oh dear... juz got a news from a fren.. we will tailor-made our bride's maid dress.. and i have like, less than 2 months time to weight down... =( gosh... i hope i'll look good... hahaha.. i dunwan to look fat!! gotta get rid of those flabby arms and big fat tummy! yeeech! though me not the bride.. me still wanna look good! hahaha.. well well... let's see when will be our next meeting.. we've found a tailor.. i guess it will be soon... =) tt's a good news..

~ the dreamer