Lao Sai

jorrr.. i very long no lao sai liao.. 2am i went once, 330am second, 3rd at 8am then countless in office.. but my last round was at 1030am.. so far so good.. hehehe..

suspect it muz be the Vono instant soup.. mayb drink too much.. feeling very tired.. like no strength.. i wanna go home.. tonite i think i'll skip my movie marathon and go to bed early.. haha..

oooohhh.... feeling shitty today!

~the dreamer

My Saturday & Sunday

i woke at 9.30am on saturday morning.. cant really sleep well coz i was beginning to miss him.. :( woke up and watch movies on Crunchy Roll.. he came to accompany me at bout 4ish.. left home at 830pm.. sob sob.. i really cried.. hahaha.. i din cry when he went china.. but i cried this time.. i'm nuts.. watched too much movies.. hahaha..

i cant sleep well tt nite either.. woke up at bout 8am on a sunday morning.. then forced myself to sleep back.. at bout 915am got his sms stating he reached dubai.. then i slept back.. but 9.45am i woke up again.. then watch tv, do my laundry and tapao mutton(beckz, i ate mutton yo! :P), vege & fried chicken.. blardy full.. hahahaha.. the rice was delicious.. very very delicious...

i watched movie again till bout 330pm.. feeling really very tired.. closed the room's curtain, took out the yoga mat and pillows.. laid down wanting to continue watching.. unfortunately, i fell asleep.. hahaha.. causing my whole body aching like shit now.. aarrgghh..

had 2pkts Vono tomato instant soup (yucky.. dislike it..) and 2 pkts of Vono combi of chicken & mushroom soup.. now tt's nice.. haha.. if oni i have button mushrooms to add... yummy...

i took those soup at 8pm.. and feeling hungry at 10pm.. dun care bout fattiness, cooked a packet of cintan mee.. hehe.. eat it while watching Rob-B-Hood on CR.. ooh, i love this website.. i found out some korean movies are nice to watch.. and luckily all the movies have english subtitles..

moody....

~the dreamer
*cartoon source: http://www.chocobo.cn/

Friday, My Leave Day..

i took leave on friday.. objectives: present hunting for mom, bank and the temple..

went to thean hou temple to get something and pray.. head to bukit damansara to reserve a dinner table for 3 nite.. head on to 1U for present hunting.. bought mom a perlini's silver bracelet and pendant.. walked around then went home..

left home at 6.45pm for dinner at bukit damansara wif him and mom.. his treat for mom's bday.. coz he wont be around during her bday.. celebrated it earlier.. had a dish of pork ribs (yummy!), gallact (something like pizza but i dunno how to spell it, extra yummy!), my fav aglio olio (yum yummy!), scampi (cheesy prawns in tomato and... dunno how to describe but yum yum yummy!), cendol rum (cun neh!)... whoaa... concluded my meal drinking my lime juice... blardy full! hahahaha.... a fattie yet yummie & delicious dinner! full satisfaction!

came home feeling happy, tired and sleepy... online now and decided to sleep....

he's leaving for turkey saturday midnite.. :( and i miss him oredi... aaarrgghhhh....

well... i'm sleepy now.. let me get my beauty sleep first and miss him next thing in the morning.. woohooo.. :P

haii... i miss him..

but i think i shall sleep first... hehehehe.....

~the dreamer
*cartoon source: http://www.chocobo.cn/

Thursday, My Public Holiday..

i spent my thursday holiday doing nothing but sleep, eat, online, movie & sleep... wahahaha..

oohh.. watched a korean movie.. find it funny!

200 Pounds Beauty

well.. in short, she was fat, has a great voice, sing behind the stage for a lousy but famous so-called singer, like the producer, went for surgery after overheard him talking bad behind her, became cute, pretty, sexy and still has the great voice, ashamed of who she was and the surgery, hide her past (including her pyschopath yet supportive dad), finally admitted her mistakes in her 1st concert, touched everyone and became succesful both in love and career..

there... hahahaha... well, funny part u muz watch oni u understand la.. but she's really cute and sexy.. she's got great voice singing Maria but no idea if it's really her singing it.. haha..

oohh.. i foung IMEEM while browsing through some blogs.. i could find so many songs there, juz cant download it.. still it's nice to add it to the playlist and still get to listen to it.. believe it or not, i can still find New Kids On The Block's songs! though not all their albums but enuff to refresh my memories of those good old days.. hahaha.. added those to my collections... so i can easily listen to them when i get online.. ooohhh.... excited.. hahaha..

i adopted a virtual pig too and name her little dreamy! hahaa.. well.. juz for the fun of it.. got too much free time to online.. hehehe..

went to bed at 12am.. but turning around and din sleep well.. coz i was excited to goin out on friday wif him.. we both took leave and he's to accompany the whole day... wahahaha...

~the dreamer

Shoutbox

i've searched around for so many shoutbox and i think i shall settle down wif this one on the right at the moment.. it's called the flash box.. wahaha.. got it from My Flash Box and i find it cool coz it's flash.. havent check out on it's pros and cons yet..

actually i quite like the one from OGGIX coz the smilies are cute! but no idea y, i juz cant install it.. i think it has got bugs in it.. haha.. wanted to actually finalize wif Yellbox but decided to search around for a few more since i'm not working today.. hehe.. and i like those smilies..

good mood.. wahahahaha~

~the dreamer
*cartoon source: http://www.chocobo.cn/

Comical Me @Work Today

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Hi~~~

feeling good.....

hehehehehehe.......

let me tell u 1 thing...

i wont be seeing big B for a week...


WAHAHAHA~~~~~~

i can slowly do my work.....

slowly do..... ZZZZZzzzzzz.........

~the dreamer
*cartoon source: http://www.chocobo.cn/

Blanko & Tired..

Yesterday was a tired day.. started the EMS briefing at 9.30am.. I was rushing things like mad… hate having meetings early in the morning.. even during break, I have to run up to finish some tasks.. lunch break at 1230pm.. went home for lunch coz it was vege day.. big B wasn’t quite happy coz I declined to lunch with them but too bad.. haha.. briefing ended at about 5.15pm.. was feeling very tired and happy coz finally completed 1 task.. but I have more to come.. sigh.

This morning, again, started meeting at 9.30am.. this time is mgmt meeting.. whoa… 4hrs sitting on the chair… butt oso kemek.. hahaha.. well, some part of the meeting was interesting and some part, time-wasting.. anyhow, my opinion, on observing my fellow mgmt colleagues, they are somehow as dissatisfied as I do.. well, everyone in this organization is a tai chi master themselves..

feeling 'blank' after 2 days of meetings......

~the dreamer
*cartoon source: http://www.chocobo.cn/

W800i konk.. boo hoo hoo...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

so blardy 'suay' lor..... last nite went to bought a phone for mom, K750i.. asked if i wanna test phone wif sim card, i said ok la.. so took out mine and put in.. beautiful.. =)

took out and put it back into mine, W800i.... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... cannot start!!!!!!

aaaarrrrggggghhhhh.... he took me to shah alam mall to fix, "no can do".. he took me to alam sentral, oso "no can do"... they nid my phone to keep my phone to fix.. mayb a day or 2... mana boleh! he took it to klang this noon to look around... oso "no can do"... sigh... conclusion, will pass to his fren to "can do" it.. according to his fren, software prb... =( all my sms, mms, my contacts....

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............................

sakit hati betoi la........................

so i'm using my old Nokia 8250... which i still love to use it coz it's really very easy to press, compact and straightforward... but still... i miss my W800i!!!!

bought a new phone for mom, sendiri punya rosak pula... 'suay' 'suay' 'suay'!!!

wa...... my phone..

my phone.....

my phone......

my phone.....

how can i survive without my phone....

i miss my phone.......

~the dreamer
*cartoon source: http://www.chocobo.cn/

Audit Passed

yay! i passed for my part.. it took me only at most 10mins and i'm done wif all checkings... tt auditor was nice, frenly and give a few suggestions..

this morning, i put on my fav maroon, chinese collar shirt and my fav black slack.. looking neat and tidy.. i'm feeling good.. partly coz it's FRIDAY! woo hooo...!

i came into office this morning as usual.. though my boss said he will come in early for me to finish up my work.. hehe.. u think i'll leave my stuffs till so blardy last minute? no way lor.. i'm done, and i sleep kao kao then oni come office.. hohoho..

my boss laughed at me for being last minute but heck la.. none is my fault.. before noon, i was called in for audit.. hahaha.. glad everything went by smoothly... well, the auditor din touch on things tt i rushed like mad for 2 blardy nites.. dun say touch, see oso no see.. haha but well, expected lor.. anyway, i done wat i was told..

during lunch i was telling my colleagues about how the audit went.. J told me tis morning my boss came in very early.. asking where was i? coz he said i've got many more to finish up, how come i'm not in early.. hehe.. then OB was there.. J told me tt my boss told OB next time cannot do things like this, all oso last minute.. every year oso last minute... wohohoho.. my boss repeated the same phrase again later when i came into office.. syiok-nya..... he's not scolding but at least he said something to OB.. i listen oredi oso 'song'.. hahaha..

2 days ago, i was feeling like this....

friday onwards, i'm feeling like this...

and i'm going to feel like this when monday comes..... sigh....

~the dreamer
*cartoon source: http://www.chocobo.cn/

Upgraded OM to OB

i decided to upgrade OM to OB.. hehe.. Old Ba***rd.. woohoo... sorry for being disrespectful but i have problems giving respect to this man..

being the emotional me, i omos cried in office yesterday coz of tt idiot.. of coz, there's nothing to be sad or cry about but i was really frustrating and blardy fu*king TL wif him.. i'm having external audit tomolo and yest at almost 4pm, he asked L to carry out an internal audit for my dept (and later backdate it).. my kpc colleague (L is from another dept) bring up some point of improvement.. i appreciated his points and even thank him loudly this morning for his kaypo-ness..

the point is, OB thinks those are good ideas and would help me to prevent "troubles" during external audit.. well, like i dunno?? he told me "dun worry, it's juz 1 time job.. u typed it once then next time u got a copy oredi... "....??!! DUH? like i oso dunno?? i told him very calmly, although i oredi wanted to burst.. i told him, it's not the matter of typing, i dun mind typing, i dun mind RE-typing the whole blardy 1.5inches stack of A4 papers information but i've got only LESS than 2 days to type it!!! and i still have other things to do!! and he dare ask me wat things i have to do somemore?????? gosh.. like i'm very free? like big B dun give me work? and he told me, "tell boss la tt u got this to do"... at this point, my frustration really getting thru to my throat, my eyes, my head!! i oredi wanted to cry out of frustration..

he muz think tt those information can run automatically into the spreadsheets and voila! job done! stupiak! well, thankfully, when this file was passed to me, i had created a list for my own reference and updated it yearly.. so i cut down my typing by 50%... if this file is still wif my ED, ha! then i'm kaput for good..

finally managed to finish some parts by 6pm, gave to big B for signatory.. he grumbled "he always like to do things last minute"... i juz smiled.. coz i know, no action will be taken... big B asked me to stay back to try to finish it in office coz he'll be late too.. y not? i'll take this chance to show OB wat had he done to me! OB came to office trying to be very nice to me.. he stayed there till big B asked if i'm done.. told him no, i can bring home to continue.. OB start saying it's ok, those part not important, no nid to do.. WTF!!!! i told him tt he's the one who asked me do, so tt when those auditors questioned i've got summary for them, now he telling me not important?? idiot! then oni he said i can continue it tomolo at office, coz i still got time.. another last minute for me??? i dun even want to look at him, and told him i'll bring home to finish it, i dunwan to do it last minute, i'm scared of last minute jobs! well, i din scream at him but i said it calmly and i really feel TL even not looking at his face..

and i'm glad, i'm done.. tomolo go to office, i can print out, file it and case closed..

feeling really very TL juz thinking about it.. sigh.. bother la.. i can go sleep oredi.. bah!

hopefully everything goes well tomolo... aaaaaa.... =)


~the dreamer

Juz Blog lorrr

home alone.. takde kerja nak buat.. so online lor.. checked my mails, appeared invisible in messengers... dun feel like chatting tonite.. feeling sleepy... think tonite will sleep earlier... i feel tt these few weeks past by very fast.. especially my time in office.. most probably coz i got lots to do.. sigh.. i nid a break.. there will be a webseminar on the 19th nite at 9.30pm.. bigB asked if lab want to attend.. haha.. i wonder who wanna stay in the office when all of us always leave on time! sigh.. if they nid to stay, i have to stay too.. :( coz they are laptop-cum-projector-idiots.. wohoho... aiya, juz an excuse for them to tell me to stay back oni.. how hard izzit to setup laptop & projector la.. anyway, i've decided.. i'm taking leave on 20th.. well, other than running away from the office, it's oso coz i've got some errands to kow tim..

i was almost on top of my lungs this morning... ya, OM again.. early in the morning asking me if i've finish his stuffs.. like i'm oni doing his things and no other job.. duhh... i tell him no.. ha! well, he throw me another job.. asking me to photostate those manuals.. sigh... feeling very moody this morning.. and feeling like a maid more & more! wat more when the lab's toilet got stucked, they called me......... am i in charge for toilets too? i tell the mgr, please dun call me, let the OM know.. i dunwan to know if we have any contacts of plumber or contractors... i'm pushing all those non-related responsibilities.. as they oredi calling me when air-cond is down, electricity is down, phone line is down, water is off... i dunwan toilet rosak oso call me!! i guess these are not wat purchasing or secretary shud do rite?

well, i managed to bully a clerk today.. wohoho... bully is a heavy word.. i shud say, i'm not being nice today.. sometimes i hate to ask these g.clerk to do work.. they are not oni lazy and juz cannot type a single piece of word file properly! well, none of my business.. OM asked her to do some amendments and some files are missing.. i dun have those files.. so, wat u shud do? type a new one, rite? juz bcoz OM tell her to look for me if she cant find the file, so she asked me to type for her, then she amend.. haha... a g.clerk oso wanna bully me! so sorry.. not this time.. i was nice to them.. always do.. but not this time.. i tell her a strict no.. and ask her to type herself.. the format is there, it's simple.. know wat she tell me? she's tired, no time to do her things... duh! imagine me.. like i got nothing to do upstairs? i'm not goin to help her on this one.. coz if i do, i'll not help her to promote her upstairs.. she's suppose to assist me if she's coming up.. but this kind of small things oso she cant fulfill, i use her for wat? i really nid someone to help me.. not to tell me i'm tired, u do la.. i dun nid another to burden me more.. if bigB ask if she can help, i'll juz tell him straight.. promote or not, still not my decision la..

everyday oso i complain.. and everyday oso complain bout the same person.. my colleague juz laughed at me today... telling me toilet rosak oso find me, next time berak tak keluar oso they find me... sigh... each time OM come to my place, my colleague will giggle, giving those looks.. aarrgghh...

oh, i did something wonderful yesterday.. my HR, OM and bigB(actually he knew but act dunno) dunno how to draw our company's organization chart!! wahahahaha.. there is an existing one, but something is not right somwhere.... and this blardy thing was thrown to me by the blardy OM - so called ISO MR, ISO-trained, 11years of experienced mgmt staff in the company! wahahahaha... a secretary, was assumed being more expertise in coming out wif the organization chart!! hahaha.. blardy funny.. wat the HR do? hehe.. HR oso say she dunno... wahahahaha... funny not? well, of coz, being the obedient me, and coz my HR told me "when u're done, give me a copy".. so i did it lor.. thanks to a fren, whom i consulted.. else i really dunno who put where.. cinabeng betoi..

everyday oso got new "challenge" for me.. and when i forget, did not complete my task on time, all blame me.. "jessica lor"... blardy betoi... i think tomolo muz mandi air bunga kasi buang suay... ish.. seriously geram when everything oso come to me.. "dunno, u ask jessica", "buy? tell jessica", "spoil? tell jessica", "pen? ask jessica", "finish? tell jessica", "done? tell jessica"... wat else tt they dun tell me? oh ya... they dun tell me about new recruitment.. and when suddenly this fella appear in our front door, we're suppose to know...!? ha.. tis is 1 funny story too.. happened few times! we'll nv know when the mgmt surprise us wif new colleagues..

sighhh... masih kena terus kerja... no work no $$.. how to survive? haiii.. complain & kerja make me a happy person! wahahahahaha....

da siu yan... kasi buang suay!

suay go go go! hahahaha...

ok.. syiok liao....

~the dreamer
*cartoon source: http://www.chocobo.cn/