I WANT THIS!!

I WANT THIS!!!
:( :( :( :(

finally found the figurine on ebay!

shud i? shud i? shud i??

~the dreamer
(*gloomy*)

Cute Fetish Gear

i was browsing for some gloomy bear images juz now..

dun ask me y but i juz like gloomy bear..

prolly coz i'm as violent? hahahaha..

so violent rite?
i dunno y i like it.. prolly is the cute images..
tho' violent, i'm kinda attracted to the pink..
sometimes the violent too when i'm feeling emo..
hehehehe...

oh.. my main point aint this..
as i was trying to find the gloomy bear's official website,
i found the creator's (morichack) blog posted some cute fetish gear..
or at least, i think it's cute.. hahahaha...
i searched for the original website.. but sadly, it was closed down..
enjoy, following cute gears from Obsidian Design
i think it's a uk brand..

~ pokemon ~

~ astro boy ~

they have the black gloomy bear too!
oooo... look at the butt :P

heeheehee.... doraemon!
look look at the butt! so cute!
:P :P :P

the costumes may look gay but i still find it cute..
hahahaha..

~the dreamer
(*cute*)

EMO - Rant

am feeling disturb, un-peace, upset, moody, angry, unsettled, remorse, insecure..
how can 1 stop to think n relax?
how i wish to turn back time..
why are there so many "why? what? who? when? which? how?"???
what is life?
how to get 1?
i shud get 1.. sigh....
it's better to act dumb or act smart?
it's better to keep quiet or bark out?
silence is golden? how true is tt?



~the dreamer
(*emo*)

A Gift

apple wine vinegar
a gift from my boss coz he bought quite a lot..
wanted to pay him, he din want to take ;P

was told it can cure gout, not sure how true is it..
but it looks yummy..
am still reluctant to open it.. =D

~the dreamer
(*sunny*)

Tang's Wedding

a group of us went to muar on 27 feb 2009 to attend tang's wedding..
the time at the villa was fun..
we drink, we sing, we gossips..
juz like a reunion..
phoebe & tang
bride & groom
muar - 28 feb 2009

group pic
we're all from klang valley =D

~the dreamer
(*fun*)

A Nite with Hwei & Beckz

hwei, beckz & i gather gather and gossips at old town..

my belated bday present from beckz..
magic tupperware =D thank u sayang..

we syiok sendiri in my room

while siew was waiting for beckz for dinner (pic taken at midnite =D)
we continue to syiok sendiri

last pic for the nite..

~the dreamer
(*happy*)

Vege Pot

mom's working in a cafe.. part of her job is to decorate the office's wif plants, flower decor..

for the pesta angpau at our area, her cafe took part too.. she was to decorate a pot wif veges..

she used veges like bitterguord, brinjal, pandan leaves, carrot, lady's finger, etc..

got apple and even ginger too!

the bittergourd doesn't look good after 4 days..

the inside

the seeds were red

hahaha.. this looks kinda like a rotten penis to me.. ;P

~the dreamer
(*happy*)

CNY 2009

this year's CNY, is the most tiring one..
day 1 - melaka
day 2 - nite - langkawi
day 5 - nite - home
day 7 - phuket
day 9 - nite - home
day 10 - noon - work
day 11 - work
day 12 - work
day 13 & 14 - weekend (heavy laundry weekend)
day 15 - public holiday

=D i oni work 2.5 days during 15 days of CNY! wahahahahaha...


~ 26 January 2009 ~
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melaka - papa's home

my grandparents' house in melaka

this rambutan tree, was planted by my dad.. it's as old as me..
papa bought & planted it when i was born..

this drain.. juz by the side of the house was the "earlier kids" of the house's toilet.. solely for kids only! hahaha.. from my aunts till my generation, we pee pee n poo poo in the drain.. but not my little cousins now..

~ 1 February 2009 ~
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PHUKET - 3 days

we stayed here.. bout 5-10mins to patong beach on tuk tuk..

we enjoyed the tuk tuk

we stroll along patong beach

we took pics on the beach

we do thai massage & foot massage

seafood dinner a muz! tomyum is good!

=D of coz, sitting around & enjoy the he-she queens dance

we booze while we enjoy seeing them dance
we were so enjoyed till our ears were blinking! haha..

we also went clubbing.. =D the bar is so colorful..

look wat i found!
gasoline station =D
it's all along the way..

~the dreamer
(*holiday*)

突然好想你

*****
想念如果會有聲音 不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今 終於讓自己屬於我自己 只剩眼淚 還騙不過自己

突然好想你 你會在哪裡 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛
*****

突然好想你
~ 五月天 ~

~the dreamer
(*emo*)

Mom's Art

mom's art teacher held an exhibition for her and few other students..

2 of the few mom's drawing were being exhibit.. mmm.. still not too bad la.. mom's always had the art talent.. unlike me.. i used to ask my mom to do some of the drawings for me during skool days :P

when i reach home, this katak was right in front of my front porch.. coz of my mom's garden, there are so many frogs wandering around.. there are snails, squirrels, chameleon, bees, wasps, even humming birds sometimes.. oh.. cats love to lepak at my mom's garden too.. hahaha

lights on & lights off
mom's creation of the year.. so called lantern i guess.. hahaha..

i can see red stuffs starting to appear in the house oredi.. mom started the cny decorations.. the flowers, the drawings, the pots.. decorating my house as red as possible.. hahaha..

dun quite looking forward to cny but looking forward to not having to work :P and definitely cant wait for the phuket trip with the girls.. hohoho.. 1st ever all girls trip out of msia.. mmm.... shud start changing some thai baht..

~the dreamer
(*jolly*)

Last Day of New Year Holiday

Luxor: Quest for the Afterlife
the game i'm into these 2 weeks :D
but i think Luxor 3 is better..

同事三分親 (The Best Selling Secrets)
364 Episodes
to date, i'm at epi109 :D

i'm alone for lunch today.. so, bought bread and this chocolate ball
ahh.. once a upon a time during my child days, i'll ask mom to buy this chocolate ball for me.. but this chocolate ball doesn't taste as chocolatey as i expected.. hahaha..

the inside.. raisins & 1 more dunno wat.. yellow color i think..

tomoro start work lor.. feel so lazy.. 3ish now.. hhmm.. too many holidays are bad for me.. coz it makes me more n more lazy! hahaha :D

~the dreamer
(*lazy*)

Old Places

went back to old house to take something from an old neighbour..
passed by my old house.. cant hold back & took out my phone to snap a few pics..
there's not much changes.. still the same awning, same grill, same color, same air-cond...
i stood there for awhile.. old memories suddenly came flowing..
i really miss this house.. it may be small.. but it gives me a lot of memories..
even till now, i still see myself in this house in my dream..

even the self-made bench is still there :D

few days ago, mom wanted to eat duck rice..
this particular one, at 甘香茶餐室 (gam heung cha chan sat) in State, PJ
my dad used to bring mom & i to eat here..
so, she kinda missed it after so long...

look at the ducks.. the place was a total crowd!

the duck is still as nice.. the 'ham choi' oso very nice..
top-left is duck's intestine.. :D NICE..

oh.. and tho' the crowd is big.. but we did not wait long for the food..
oni a few noises from other tables which they might have forgotten to serve..
well, eating here muz have a wee bit of patient.. but worth it if u love the duck..

~the dreamer
(*lazy*)

Happy New Year 2009!

L: chloe,david,elaine,jin,seow,mooilin,me & chong
dinner @ Brisik, JayaOne
the food so-so oni.. the service oso so-so oni.. the food served was wayyy too slow..
we dun intend to go back again...

after Brisik, we walked around for a place to sit & booze.. but it was so crowded.. we ended up sitting in Kissaten.. the waitress dun look so happy, coz their actual closing time is 11pm but there were still ppl around, so we were told that we can oni order beer coz kitchen oredi closed..

after seated wif beers, the chef brought out 2 bowls of endamame.. :D it's on the house coz the chef said we shud have something to chew on wif our beer.. he's very frenly.. so, we might go back there again for food :D the food are japanese... the menu looks yummy.. will go try someday..

we drank & chatted till bout 1am++ then chong & i headed to koonlay's house where he n the guys continue wif hard liquor.. i pula, kaypo-ing wif rachel in the room.. by the time i reached home, it's omos 4.30am :D

it's the new year oredi.. new year, any new resolution? i dun have any..
2008 had been a peaceful year for me and i hope so is 2009..
and there's a lot of weddings to attend this year! :D
i hope this year will be a joyful year..
and i hope ppl around me will be blessed wif good health, good luck and good life! :D

to everyone,
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!
~cheers~

~the dreamer
(*jolly*)

Xmas 2008

went to neway, puchong on xmas eve
the buffet was extended till 11pm, so we grab all the food we can into the room :D

the girls
front L: cindy & lilian
back L: me & rachel
we had fun.. singing from chinese songs, to malay songs, to english songs before koonlay ended wif the 12min leo ku's 'geng gor gam kuk'

the guys
top L: rachel's bro, koonlay & chong
bottom L: saikai & eddie

there goes xmas :D
tis the season to be jolly, fa la la la la la la la la.........
merry xmas 2008!

~the dreamer
(*jolly*)